"It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye, it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It`s funny how forever never really seems to last, it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past. It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down, it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around. It`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better, it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter". It`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget, it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret. It`s funny how ironic life turns out to be but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me. "

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Saturday, May 7, 2011

family is everything~



Da seminggu cuti sem ek? n da seminggu gak aku stay kt hospital sg buloh nie..n x terasa langsung da seminggu ea?? Da seminggu gak abah x sedar dr 30 hb hari tu..still dlm ICU dlm condition yg separuh sedar..keadaan abah sgt la teruk dgn paru2 sblh ade dijangkiti kuman n paru2 sblh lg ade masuk air..first tgk abah mmg sgt2 terkejut sgt2..dgn tiub byk, wayar n something..n abah kne breath gune oxygen..mmg terkejut sgt sbb sebelum nie abah x de la terok condition die, tiba2 tgk abah da jd cm nie..serius x bole terima;( menangis2 den dpn abah..Allah je tau perasaan nie..;(

abah tau kami semua dtg tgk die tp die still x sedar gak..tepat jam 2 pagi 7hb Mei abah kne bt operation sbb doctor ckp abah ade appendix..so kami sgt2 la terkejut n x sampai hati, sebak pon ade tp nk bt cam ne klu x bt operation tu abah makin parah..x puas hati kt sini knp doctor2 baru detect abah ade appendix padahal da hampir sbln abah kt hospital nie..GERAM weh!! Saba zun SABAR ye...kami terima dgn sabar..sabar tu separuh dgn iman kn?? Still smpi ari nie pon abah x sedar gak..kesian ngn mak dgn condition darah tinggi tu sanggup turun naik tgkt 3 n stay kt hostel hospital semata2 nk tgk abah..mmg salute ngn mak..sbb mak mmg terbaikkk!! So smpi cuti sem ni abis sy kena jge mak abah..x kisah pon pnat ke ape ke x pe la..janji diorg sht cam dlu kn;)

so sepanjang kt hospital byk sgt experience sy dpt..even otak yg kusut n jiwa yg menderita nih tiba2 dpt cahaya nur yg dicari2 selama nie..tgh cuba memenuhkan solat 5 waktu sbb sblm ni mmg tertinggal2 la solat nie..adeh!! terok ye perangai aku nih..haisshh..then, dpt jumpe ngn org2 yg lebih mencabar dugaan diorg..ade yg stay 2 bulan jage slh sorang family diorg n akhirnya family diorg tu meninggal dunia..mmg sedih kn tp nk wat cm ne da takdir Illahi kn..kte ni mampu merancang tp Allah yg tentukan semua ye..last but not least, semoga abah cepat sembuh..kami semua syg abah sgt2!! sy teringin sgt nk tgk abah sihat cm dlu, bt lawak nk dgr abah azan;( cpt sembuh ye abah!!=_=

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